Revelation

Okay, the naked man chest has been on my blog way too long. Not to mention that "Just 6 weeks" thankfully changed their app cover to something less creepy....

It is all lies, though, since I have been doing the program for almost 6 weeks and my silhouette looks nothing like that. But I digress....

My real reason for posting, aside from removing those dang-impossible-to-achieve-abs-of-scariness, is to write about my gratitude for personal revelation. I cannot imagine my life without the gift of the Holy Ghost and, therefore, ability to receive personal revelation. I need that EVERY day in my life! Every. Day.

Recently I was going through a really, really bad time of depression. It just sucked me into a black hole and I could not get out. I fought hard, but I was struggling. I finally had my wonderful husband give me a blessing and in it the Lord told me some things I needed to hear, but didn't want to because I have certain hopes that I do not want to give up. I needed the Lord to tell me it was time to move on. Sometimes we need to hear that reminder that trusting in the Lord really will be okay, even if His plans differ from our own.

This morning I was reading my scriptures, 1st Nephi with Laman and Lemuel being their usual charming selves over having to get the plates from Laban, and again I was hit over the head with a revelation. Another painful one to receive that told me I needed to shape up in my attitude concerning certain things. I was able to see how my way of handling the situation was not helping and would be destructive to me in the end.

Two totally unrelated revelations, but both needed dearly. I love being able to receive that instruction. Yeah, it's not fun to told to change and be better, but it is nice to know where you are failing because then you have the opportunity to change. What if you never knew in the first place that you were doing it wrong? What if you thought your way WAS the best way? Think how disappointed you'd be when the end results weren't what you had wanted and didn't give you any happiness. Instead, with revelation, you can know what to improve, learn to love/ want to Lord's "end results", and be truly happy. Priceless. Becoming who the Lord knows you can be = best gift ever.